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A Novel · Forthcoming from Avra Press

The Reflection That Love Left

What does it cost to become what the world accepts⁠—and what remains when the performance ends?

The cover of The Reflection That Love Left by Tavares Brewington: a bronze sculpture of a face, broken above the nose, on a white marble plinth with a gold plaque.

The novel

Malik Carter’s father spent a lifetime building a fortress of silence against a world that left Black men no safe place for softness. When he dies, it comes crumbling down. It will take Malik years to fully understand what it held, and what it cost.


The truth, no longer hidden behind the wall of silence, left Malik suspended between selves, belonging fully to neither the face in the mirror nor the prestigious institutions where he modulates his voice, monitors his volume, and calculates every gesture. Since boyhood he has run the arithmetic of being seen as acceptable, and it has made him what his father was: credentialed, accomplished, a stranger in his own reflection.

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From Chapter One

The crack cut his face in two, splitting him at the nose.

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Portrait of Tavares Brewington

About the author

Tavares Brewington

Tavares Brewington lives and works in Boston. The Reflection That Love Left is Brewington’s first novel.

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The publisher

Avra Press

Avra Press is an independent literary publisher for voices that have too often been written about instead of heard.

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